#21

it sucks right now, having to deal with all sorts of different projects with the deadlines so close to one another; group members who are all very competitive; so different personalities from each other and all the un-necessary stress that i've been having lately... not forgetting r/s stress. he's been yelling at me frequently over the smallest things, which i have no freaking idea why is that happening. could he have been feeling insecure because of my hectic schedule lately? or could i had changed to another person that i could not even recognize myself?

i really don't want things to happen like the previous time. but somehow, my sixth sense.....

i love you. you know that, right?

#20

life is good, definitely good, with the right people in my life :)

my family;


rayden and jeryn;


the girls in school;


and of course, you.


as for the rest not mentioned... you know you love me and vice-versa.
back to books, bye.

#19

the weekends are here. the final weekend till sch reopens for another 2 and a half months, then exam, then holiday. sigh. i wish that time will just pass faster so that i can finish up my 2 year course in ite and move on to a poly, hopefully... that's all i'm asking for.

so today vera and i hit town! first to park mall for my face treatment and since it was my first time, i didn't really know what to expect. i was kind of scared that it'd be painful but then again i thought to myself, no pain no gain, right? haha it was silly of me to even think that way cause' eventually it wasn't that pain afterall. i loved the massage and facials more than the peeling thingy. cause it was like literally sucking my face using that i-don't-know what. and because of the treatment, i had to made vera to wait for me for like an hour :(


but she was totally alright with that cause' she loves me so, right? haha. she even tweeted about it and @sforsatish replied her! secret, don't wanna mention it here :) we moved on to having dinner at astons! been such a pretty long time.... their food still taste delicious as usual :>



took train to bugis afterwhich and we shopped! we both bought things for ourselves :> we bought the same crop top! haha we wanna wear out together one day and take photos. most prolly we will hang out soon like today next month? sch comes first no matter what :>


okay and last but not at least, thank you sweetheart for the beautiful rose! i'm so glad that i made you proud of my gpa :> i will definitely try my best to score even better for my sem2, just wait for it! (happy 7th to you!<3)

#18-Specially for the boyfriend

even though you may not read my blog but it's okay because i know that whatever i'm going to say it here, you already know it all :> i never thought that we would be together from the first time i officially know you. seven months ago, we barely knew each other. we barely have heart-to-heart talks, we barely ask each other more about ourselves, we were just strangers or hi-bye friends. i never knew that you are someone special whom i can lean on, up till today.

words cannot simply express how blessed i feel, how appreciative i am to have you as my boyfriend, how touched i am to be your girlfriend. i will always remember those times when you are so so so damn willing to spend anytime with me as long as you are able to afford to, despite you living in another country away from me, despite going through all the hassle just so you can meet me just to chit-chat, despite you have work the next early morning, despite you just finished work and yet still came all the way back just to fetch me and have supper together or sometimes, just to send me back home because you know how tired i feel after work and i don't like to squeeze in the train with so many other passenger, despite that you are feeling unwell and yet don't mind to spend time with me, despite that we fight and quarrel sometimes but you are always the one who break the ice, despite the fact that when it's not your fault and yet you still ask for the blame to be put on you, and so many much more things.




i am just so glad and blessed that we are still together, despite of some people's rejections. just remember that we don't need to care other what other people say. as long as we both have feelings for each other, trust, and support, we will pull it through all. i believe.<3

#17

caught my first ever international movie, enthiran, with darling! it was super swesome, although i find it quite draggy because of those singing and dancing. but overall, i find the movie really interesting and nice :)

things between us are getting more and more better but still rocky, but i believe as long as we are willing to make things right, we can do it together :) i love you silly boy.

and work lately has been such a bitch.

#16

so it has been awhile!

f1 was definitely fantastic, despite the fact that i got the easiest job among the whole lot though. but the rain and sun had kept me accompanied throughout those 3 days and nights of hard work! and of course, not forgetting those great, caring and awesome friends/mates to stay together with our group cum zone manager, shem moo! i'm really glad to have him as my mentor cause he's like the overall i-c of all zones and that makes me feel very secured the whole job :-)


part of zone 2 people with our manager, shem moo! :)

the weekdays had passed by super s l o w l y.

like seriously.

whatever. i'm gonna work tmr and sunday :) can't wait! peace out bitches.